I have no doubt that because I’m pretty happy and feelin’ good that nothing is gonna come from this date
but shit, still…it was fun. And it’s amazing to me that this guy who I’ve thought was attractive for over a year actually wanted to be on a date with me. He was the one that called it that! I mean, dang. It must mean he thought something about me was somewhat worthwhile. And that feels nice, It’s awful to need affirmations from others (and even then they aren’t always that effective) but you know what, it still feels nice! Made me feel attractive or something, you know.